On Sunday, September 3, 1939 Germany defied a British ultimatum to withdraw its troops from Poland and World War II broke out
Next morning Father sat glued to the radio at our breakfast table in Toronto and solemnly told us, “This is the darkest day in the history of the British Empire.” Outside the window the sun shone brightly, daring to differ.
I danced, not walked, with my sisters up the quarter-mile cinder path along Dufferin Street to Briar Hill Public School for my first day of school on Tuesday, September 5.
Grade One teacher Jeannie McDowell had shoulder-length, loose, wavy black hair and was a little preoccupied, plump and lopsided. She wore a black sweater coat and brightly flowered dress with a white background. She was colorful and dramatic compared to the housewife mothers I knew.
At first I was seated near the front which was particularly good on the day we had a substitute teacher. She was wearing an egg in her bosom to see if it would hatch and that kept our attention.
We did our sums with a choice of two colors from the crayon box. My favorite combination was purple and green, although some days I was in the mood for yellow and orange, or red and blue.
Miss McDowell loved to have us do art but always insisted we draw a black frame around our creations, as if they were important and permanent.
She didn’t read stories to us; we stood in a line at the front and took turns reading out loud ourselves.
One day she turned solemn, like Father, and told us Jews were being gassed to death in Nazi concentration camps, their bodies burned and turned into soap. I knew from her eyes she was telling the truth and trusting us the way she would adults. In my heart I decided not to ever join with people who made comments about Jews. This was a decision about who I was, made without my parents’ input. I was sure they would agree but they were too passive. I felt very grown up, thanks to Miss McDowell. I thought the Campbell side of our family should stop having its reunions at a camp site on Lake Simcoe with a ‘Gentiles Only’ sign.
Another day, after I had been moved back to the grade two corner of the class, Miss McDowell picked up the chalk to begin writing on the blackboard beside me. We sang O Canada in English every morning but now she taught it to us in French. This was a giant step outside of the curriculum box. For good measure, she taught us La Marseillaise as well.
The Five Teaching Keys
Jeannie McDowell was a very smart teacher.
- Her classroom was colorful and fun.
- She shared adult facts with us but made us feel secure.
- She visualized the future and helped broaden us to be good citizens.
- Thanks to her, I started to become my own person.
- From art to antisemitism and bird-birth to bilingualism, I learned a lot and felt very stimulated in her class.
Margaret Kell Virany lover of language and literature, note-taker of Northrop Frye, journalist, editor, author
For More Details of Fascinating Lives, Read Margaret’s Books: Kathleen’s Cariole Ride, a war bride’s answer to a call of love in the wilderness; A Book of Kells: Growing Up in an Ego Void, a 20th century Canadian confession.
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Author Margaret Virany has lived through that darkest period in History-Hitler and the Nazis, the perpetrators of the worst crimes against humankind. She shares her thoughts and impressions in her post.
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An inspiring real-life account about a wonderful substitute teacher and a little girl’s views on her first days of school, during the upsetting times of 1939. May many more school children have influences like Miss McDowell. Thank you, Margaret for sharing.
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Thanks Theresa. I echo what you say. Maybe she went to Europe that summer because she scooped everyone with inside knowledge about death camps.
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This was a very inspirational read. I’m so glad that I came across it.
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Thank you. I wish for all children to soar on their first days at school, like I did. Best wishes to all loving parents who outfit their kids with new clothes — a sweater hand-knit by my mom and shoes from the shoe store in my case.
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I used to get hand made clothes from my grandparents as a kid. They were really nice, I kept a lot of them for my own children. I’m not exactly a kid anymore, but I’m hoping to have a great first day back for my last year of high school lol…I’m slightly nervous about it though? I was calm all summer.
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A friend of mine submitted these comments on Facebook:
“You were lucky to have such a progressive teacher.
I was particularly struck by the teacher having told
you the story about the victims of the Nazis being
used to make soap. (From what I read, this story
came out about 1943, and current historians of the
Holocaust discredit it.) I have told my grandson
that I knew nothing about what was going on with the
Jews until very late in the war. I was a kid that
devoured the newspapers, and my parents were
constantly listening to the news on the radio. I had
an excellent history teacher in the last years of
high school who would, I think, have talked to the
students about that in the course of current events.
Yet it seems to me that it was only when the war was
over that I was suddenly horrified to hear of the
persecution. How could I have missed knowing??? Was
it because I had several uncles in the thick of the
fighting and had ears only for how the war itself was
progressing? I am always inclined to think that the
death camps were not general knowledge. Could we
possibly have turned a deaf ear to such a thing as
that?
Jean Doan”
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I think your experience was the quite normal one. My parents certainly weren’t aware of what I had learned and I don’t think I ever told them. Close to the end of the war everybody knew.Probably the first person I talked to about it was Tom, since the holocaust was a big issue on campus. I’ve often wondered where my teacher got her information. She might have just come back from a summer holiday in Germany and France. She was the bohemian type and I can imagine her on the left bank in Paris. I agree, I was lucky to have her as a teacher.
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